sebentar lagi umurku tak lagi 16 . tanggung jawabku pun tak seringan dulu . kini aku duduk di bangku SMA kelas 3 . jujur saja, ada sedikit penyesalan karena masuk SMA . karena niat awalku adalah masuk SMK jurusan Akuntansi, tetapi kurang mendapat dukungan dari orangtuaku . disamping itu, cukup kerepotan dengan faktor lokasi . tak ada satu pun SMK yang dekat dengan rumahku . jadi diputuskan untuk melanjutkan di SMA yang hanya sekitar 10 menit dari rumah . sekarang setelah menduduki tingkat akhir, makin terasa bebannya . UAN sudah menunggu . disaat orang lain sudah memutuskan akan melanjutkan studi kemana dan jurusan apa, aku masih penuh kebimbangan disini . seandainya dulu aku masuk SMK, toh dapat langsung bekerja setelah lulus . tapi SMA ? gaji maksimal hanya Rp 1.000.000,- yang mungkin segera habis hanya untuk ongkos dan makan -_- . ingin kuliah pun, biaya tak cukup . tapi mereka memarahiku jika langsung bekerja . karena mayoritas lowongan pekerjaan yang tersedia membutuhkan pekerja minimal lulusan S1 . lalu aku harus apa ? zzz . i don't know laa ..
huaaa~ it's been soo long since my last post. missing this blog so much! well, many things happened. i also had a thing that i wanna share on last February, but lazy to did! lol. sorry i'm really a lazy girl. :)) hm, firstly i wanna share about h.i.m! 2 days after valentine's, he suddenly came to my house at around 9.30 pm. i didn't believe that it's true. but really, he really came that night. he gave me a.. chocolate. and said "happy valentine's day!" with a smile. geez. he did it after he didn't contact me for about.. almost a month. it's like facing a monster again that already been defeated, for me. okay, that's in Feb. do you know about the situation now? again. lost contact. it's like he don't wanna know me again. i've been texted him maaanyyy times and also made some calls. no respons. busy? hahaha too funny. he can updated his facebook and twitter many times, and cannot say even an alphabet for me? @#$%*&! whatever....
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