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sebentar lagi umurku tak lagi 16 . tanggung jawabku pun tak seringan dulu . kini aku duduk di bangku SMA kelas 3 . jujur saja, ada sedikit penyesalan karena masuk SMA . karena niat awalku adalah masuk SMK jurusan Akuntansi, tetapi kurang mendapat dukungan dari orangtuaku . disamping itu, cukup kerepotan dengan faktor lokasi . tak ada satu pun SMK yang dekat dengan rumahku . jadi diputuskan untuk melanjutkan di SMA yang hanya sekitar 10 menit dari rumah . sekarang setelah menduduki tingkat akhir, makin terasa bebannya . UAN sudah menunggu . disaat orang lain sudah memutuskan akan melanjutkan studi kemana dan jurusan apa, aku masih penuh kebimbangan disini . seandainya dulu aku masuk SMK, toh dapat langsung bekerja setelah lulus . tapi SMA ? gaji maksimal hanya Rp 1.000.000,- yang mungkin segera habis hanya untuk ongkos dan makan -_- . ingin kuliah pun, biaya tak cukup . tapi mereka memarahiku jika langsung bekerja . karena mayoritas lowongan pekerjaan yang tersedia membutuhkan pekerja m

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i even don't know what i feel .. i can't be sure of it .. am i just pretend ? is it a yes ? is it a no .. i.. don't even know .. so please don't ask it to me .. i just be thankful of this situation now .. or maybe not .. i.. don't even know the most right answer ..

o.v.e.r

uda selese pacarannya (05/07/2010-20/07/2010) setelah banyak pertimbangan yang masuk ke otak gua, then it's my final decision . dan resmi SINGLE ! au ah . (kalo) jodoh kan ga kmana :p tadinya gua pikir gamau musuhan pas uda putus . tapii, kea'na males deh liat pic dan tulisan dibawah :) hahah jaga bacot please .. mana ada sih orang yang seneng dituduh sembarangan ? lo aja ga demen kan dituduh tanpa bukti ? prett ~ nih bukti bacot lu . punya omongan ya dijaga dong, mahasiswa kog omongannya ga sopan . ckck ( click on the picture below to enlarge )

i wanna

i wanna scream out loud to make some free space in my brain it needs some air to breath i wanna cry out loud to express all of the depress out i'm almost crazy i wanna die to remove all of human things i'll be happy (if) in heaven i wanna run so far to escape from problems i'll be free i wanna be a child again to be an innocent one it's sinless i can't do it all it's only wishes someone please help me to wake me up from this damn nightmare can't go on created by : Tia

who is Stefyan Halim ? :))

hello, bloggers ! this time i wanna write about my-small-crazy-friend ! lol . he sometimes checks my blog, and i dunno why, but he asked me to post something that related to him . so i make this post specially for youuuu, Limee (that's his nickname) !! :* ROFL .. hm, okay .. what should we talk about at first ? -_-' ahemm .. he is a male, born in 12 September '93 (older 3 days than me), a virgo boy, a funny one, a crazy one, a cute one, and a lovely one ! yeah ! xD hahahah .. there are sooo many girls love him (i'm included :p) ! anyway, i'm so sad that i can't be his classmate for this year :'( huaaa ~ but if it did, i must study hard to beat his score -_- yea, i don't like if he does better than me :p lol . ok, that's enough for you, Lime ! i'll show your face now ! xD tadaaa ! cute, huh ? :DD by your fan and nice-friend : Tia

do you ?

my question is .. if She'll back to you, do you still care to your (adopted) sister ? i don't think so .. and i hope i'm wrong . to : my (adopted) brother

welcome in JULY !

helloooo blogger ! long time no post ! it's July already . hm, so fast .. as fast as the holiday :'( aaa, and it's almost school time again ! huaa ~ i hope i can get some nice classmates especially KNOWS :( AMIN ! anyway, anyone wonder why did i rarely post in here ? (i bet it's no one ! lol) it's because i have a new account ! :D heheh . it's called tumblr . wanna see mine ? just click here :) if you have one, follow mine, please ^^ many has happenned before i post this . i'm in a relationship now, i have my (adopted) brother back, but my boyfriend dislike my bro . haa ~ it makes me think that single is better than in a relationship . because i can be free ! T.T another problem is, about books for grade 12 . complicated aaa ~ i dunno what should i do, but i do trust that God will show his way for me . then what should i do is follow His road . please please, God :((