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[ Kim Ye Seul - Dagagado Doenayo ]

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be tough !

heyho, blog! long time no share ;) haha. i hate this month, seriously. but gratefully, friends make it better! ♥ maybe it's last-year-school-syndrome. what is that? it's the situation of the last grade at high school, that already known each other and more friendly than before to them. it makes me don't wanna pass this year quickly :'( but I'm already bored with study stuffs! woo~ and my head getting crazy day by day because of this statement: "National Exam will come and visit me at April." -__- and, why do i hate this month? it's because... ah, I don't have enough courage to share about that. hahaha. i must stay tough! yeah! don't let the life defeat you, Tia! everything happens for a reason! you can face it! ganbatte!! :D "Saying goodbye was never easy, but it had to be done. When the one u love is happy, nothing else matters."

work hard

long time no post ! it's October already :) welcome, October ! be nice to me, okay ? ;) haha . anyway, national exam is almost there ! feels like I don't wanna pass it quickly, but already bored with school stuffs :/ and some of my friends already decided where they will continue their study in colleges . what about me ? I wanna spend my after-school-life with work ! earn money :) what will I do ? maybe I'll be a private teacher (again) . i'm not sure i can handle it or not . but i'll try my best . i hope i can do it ! i believe God will help me :) anyway, i have a list about things that i wanna get in the future : * Car . damn, i wanna this thing so much ! I envy to see my dad, my older sister, and the others who can drive a car ! it costs a lot, but i really want it ! and the most car that I wanted is Mazda 2  ♥ -Mazda 2- -damn cool inside- * Handphones . yeah, i want handphones (means not only one) . i wanna buy : -Blackberry Gemini (for me)- -Nokia 2690 (f

17th :D

15/09/1993 - 15/09/2010 prologue ah, it's been 17 years since i was born from my mother's stomach ! (aww) firstly, i wanna say thanks to God . He is so amazing and awesome . He has given me mom and dad that love me so much :) also He has given me an older sister that i really love  and i hope she can get well soon 'cause she is sick now :( and also, He has giving me many awesome friends that care to me  ♥ about greetings i wanna give a superLOL for my (add) bro, Nick . he called me on 13/09/2010 at 11.55 pm . and i told him to check his calender once more . yeah, absolutely not a right date ! LOL . but i appreciate his effort :p thanks ! in 15, i got many greetings that i can't count . mostly from facebook . ya know, i have about 1.500 friends in it ! but i love it :) hehe . thankyou so much ! not just that, also in my mobile phone . such as : my (add) sistah, Farren that gave messages almost more than 20 times greets (but i'm seriously like it :p) . Halim,

[ She - Apalah Arti Cinta ]

(*) Apalah arti cinta, bila aku tak bisa Memilikimu Apalah arti cinta, bila pada akhirnya Takkan menyatu Sesulit inikah jalan takdirku Yang tak inginkan kita bahagia [chorus] Bila aku tak berujung denganmu Biarkan kisah ini ku kenang selamanya Tuhan tolong buang rasa cintaku Jika tak kau ijinkan aku bersamanya [back to (*)] Inilah saatnya aku harus melepaskan dirimu [interlude] Tuhan tolong buang rasa cintaku Jika tak kau ijinkan aku bersamanya - download -

[ Ungu - Cinta Dalam Hati ]

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku mengagumi tanpa dicintai tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu telah lama kupendam perasaan itu menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku tak mengapa bagiku mencintaimu pun adalah bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku reff: kuingin kau tau diriku disini menanti dirimu meski kutunggu hingga ujung waktuku dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk slamanya dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja - download -

hello AUGUST :)

hey, it's August already ! hahaha . many things happened . i dunno why i don't wanna share my heart thing on this blog anymore . i just do it on tumblr only :p lol . hm, blog ini jadi cuma buat curhat-curhat sederhana aja XD hohoh . ohya, skarang uda memasuki bulan puasa . happy fasting for all moslems ! ^^ good luck till Ramadan tiba :) karena di bulan puasa ini musimnya kolak dimana-mana, jadi sering makan nih XD ada kolak pisang, kolak ubi, but my fave is : kolak biji salak ! ♥ hahahah . enaaak lohh ! ga bosan-bosan saya makan itu . tapi harus ditahan juga sih . karena mau jalanin diet (lagi) nih -_- ohya, jangan rusuh-rusuh ya wahai ormas-ormas yang lagi sering jadi sorotan berita :p kita kan negara Bhinneka Tunggal Ika . yang artinya walau berbeda, tetap satu jua :D betul betul betul ? XD duh, otak gua jadi sok mikirin politik Indonesia gitu sekarang . ckck . gara-gara acara di MetroTV tuh yang judulnya Provocative Proactive :D ada Raditya Dika loohh di tiap acara ituuu

[ Utopia - Mencintamu Sampai Mati ]

Dalam sepi Engkau datang Beri ku kekuatan tuk bertahan Kau percaya Aku ada Kau yang aku inginkan Selamanya Reff : Kau adalah hatiku Kau belahan jiwaku Seperti itu ku mencintamu Sampai mati Di hidupku yang tak sempurna Kau adalah hal terindah yang ku punya Back to Reff : 3x Seperti itu ku mencintamu Sampai mati.. - download -

education

sebentar lagi umurku tak lagi 16 . tanggung jawabku pun tak seringan dulu . kini aku duduk di bangku SMA kelas 3 . jujur saja, ada sedikit penyesalan karena masuk SMA . karena niat awalku adalah masuk SMK jurusan Akuntansi, tetapi kurang mendapat dukungan dari orangtuaku . disamping itu, cukup kerepotan dengan faktor lokasi . tak ada satu pun SMK yang dekat dengan rumahku . jadi diputuskan untuk melanjutkan di SMA yang hanya sekitar 10 menit dari rumah . sekarang setelah menduduki tingkat akhir, makin terasa bebannya . UAN sudah menunggu . disaat orang lain sudah memutuskan akan melanjutkan studi kemana dan jurusan apa, aku masih penuh kebimbangan disini . seandainya dulu aku masuk SMK, toh dapat langsung bekerja setelah lulus . tapi SMA ? gaji maksimal hanya Rp 1.000.000,- yang mungkin segera habis hanya untuk ongkos dan makan -_- . ingin kuliah pun, biaya tak cukup . tapi mereka memarahiku jika langsung bekerja . karena mayoritas lowongan pekerjaan yang tersedia membutuhkan pekerja m

?

i even don't know what i feel .. i can't be sure of it .. am i just pretend ? is it a yes ? is it a no .. i.. don't even know .. so please don't ask it to me .. i just be thankful of this situation now .. or maybe not .. i.. don't even know the most right answer ..

o.v.e.r

uda selese pacarannya (05/07/2010-20/07/2010) setelah banyak pertimbangan yang masuk ke otak gua, then it's my final decision . dan resmi SINGLE ! au ah . (kalo) jodoh kan ga kmana :p tadinya gua pikir gamau musuhan pas uda putus . tapii, kea'na males deh liat pic dan tulisan dibawah :) hahah jaga bacot please .. mana ada sih orang yang seneng dituduh sembarangan ? lo aja ga demen kan dituduh tanpa bukti ? prett ~ nih bukti bacot lu . punya omongan ya dijaga dong, mahasiswa kog omongannya ga sopan . ckck ( click on the picture below to enlarge )

i wanna

i wanna scream out loud to make some free space in my brain it needs some air to breath i wanna cry out loud to express all of the depress out i'm almost crazy i wanna die to remove all of human things i'll be happy (if) in heaven i wanna run so far to escape from problems i'll be free i wanna be a child again to be an innocent one it's sinless i can't do it all it's only wishes someone please help me to wake me up from this damn nightmare can't go on created by : Tia

who is Stefyan Halim ? :))

hello, bloggers ! this time i wanna write about my-small-crazy-friend ! lol . he sometimes checks my blog, and i dunno why, but he asked me to post something that related to him . so i make this post specially for youuuu, Limee (that's his nickname) !! :* ROFL .. hm, okay .. what should we talk about at first ? -_-' ahemm .. he is a male, born in 12 September '93 (older 3 days than me), a virgo boy, a funny one, a crazy one, a cute one, and a lovely one ! yeah ! xD hahahah .. there are sooo many girls love him (i'm included :p) ! anyway, i'm so sad that i can't be his classmate for this year :'( huaaa ~ but if it did, i must study hard to beat his score -_- yea, i don't like if he does better than me :p lol . ok, that's enough for you, Lime ! i'll show your face now ! xD tadaaa ! cute, huh ? :DD by your fan and nice-friend : Tia

do you ?

my question is .. if She'll back to you, do you still care to your (adopted) sister ? i don't think so .. and i hope i'm wrong . to : my (adopted) brother

welcome in JULY !

helloooo blogger ! long time no post ! it's July already . hm, so fast .. as fast as the holiday :'( aaa, and it's almost school time again ! huaa ~ i hope i can get some nice classmates especially KNOWS :( AMIN ! anyway, anyone wonder why did i rarely post in here ? (i bet it's no one ! lol) it's because i have a new account ! :D heheh . it's called tumblr . wanna see mine ? just click here :) if you have one, follow mine, please ^^ many has happenned before i post this . i'm in a relationship now, i have my (adopted) brother back, but my boyfriend dislike my bro . haa ~ it makes me think that single is better than in a relationship . because i can be free ! T.T another problem is, about books for grade 12 . complicated aaa ~ i dunno what should i do, but i do trust that God will show his way for me . then what should i do is follow His road . please please, God :((

facebook = curhat ?

hello :D kali ini gue bukan mau curhat . tapi mau komentar atas realita buruk yang merusak citra bangsa (ceilah) . siapa yang gatau FACEBOOK ? apa sih gunanya ? nyari temen ? okelah . nyari pacar ? no problem juga . nyari ribut ? nah ini .. penyalahgunaan namanya . apa sih yang kalian pikirin kalau liat di home kalian ada update-an : apa dengan kata-kata kea gitu jadi terlihat "keren" ? hellooo ~ kalau update yang ga bermoral kea gitu, mending gausah lah yaa . tapi sayangnya, sering gue temuin update-an begitu . ternyata ini salah satu virus yang menyebar pesat yah . ckckck . apakah orangtua mereka mengajarkan kata-kata tersebut saat masih kecil ? ya urusan mereka sih :p tapi jangan ditiru ! kalau mau ditiru tuh yang kayak beginiii : end of this posting, jangan salahgunain account deh . bukan menguntungkan, malah sebaliknya : p