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huff.. i dunno why did i post this .. i really not in the mood to blogging . but my hand worked it by itself .. stupid . i.. feel crashed .. hahaha . can't think clearly . geez.. why did it must happen to me ? T.T i've blocked him from my facebook . is that stupid thing that i do ? aww.. i just dunno what to do.. he said that i'm just add more problems to him .. -sigh- it's just more hurt than before.. so i did that for HIM , not for ME ! i was happy that you did 5 missed call in 2 days .. then you said you miss me . but i know , that you said you missed me , it just bullshit !! is it your habit ? throw me down after you raise me up ?? can you please think that how if you were in my position ? i try to hate you but i always can't ! yea.. that's all my fault .. i never wanted to forget you .. i never wanted to hate you .. i never wanted to replace you .. damn .. why love is so svck , huh ? can't i get a large space from you , the people i love ? can't i be the one you really love ? yes, i can't .. never...

"I'd rather be the pain that you remember, rather than the love that you forget."
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