Life Story of Tia

gua ga tw ap yg msti gw rasain .. sneng ? ato sedihkah ? gw sneng bs liad dy mulai mnentukan pilihannya .. tp pilihan itu bkn gue .. T_T knapa sih , gw rus mncntai org yg ga mncntai gwe ? n knp gw rus nangis buad org yg ga prnh mncintai gw ? just.. why??? oke , mungkin gw yg salah krna pnya prasaan ini .. post ini gw ktik jem 11 mlm d hri kamis .. ga pduli deh mw mlm jumad kek .. gw cuma btuh curhat .. n tmpt prtama yg jd tmpt curhat gw adlh blog . thx blog trcinta .. T___T "i'm sad.. but you're smiling there.."

never thought would have this feeling.. never thought it'll stay till now.. it make me can through the day happily.. make my life more colorful.. paint more smile every moment.. changed my personality to be more mature.. but.. it's not mine at all.. and i'm not sure it'll be.. besides.. it isn't confirmed.. and i'm not as perfect as that 'one'.. how's gonna be at the end ? i dunno.. it's unguessable ..

gw.. bukan siapa-siapa.. bukan orang spesial.. dilahirkan sebagai Septia, anak kdua dr 2 bsaudara yang skarang ud tumbuh jd seorang gadis 16 taun.. gadis yg (dianggep) bodoh oleh bberapa orang yang pnting dalam hidupnya.. ato mungkin gw mang bodoh sangat ? gw mang bukan gadis sempurna.. gw cuma gadis gemuk yg pnya keinginan gila buad kurus.. gw jg pnya keinginan bodoh buad mrasakan dcintai oleh org yg gw cinta.. gw jg pnya keinginan supaya orang2 ga lagi anggep gw sbagai anak kcil yg bodoh n payah.. ya, i’m just an ordinary girl who has many dreams.. gw blg smwa ituh bkn krna gw pesimis.. it’s the fact n it’s real.. gw mang alamin itu.. di dunia ini gada yg bs ngertiin gw 100%, kcuali Tuhan.. dy deh sosok yg jd panutan gw banged.. smwa manusia d skitar gw cuma “bonus” buad gw slama gw msi idup d dunia ene.. kata2 d atas ini slalu jd pnenang gw d’saat gw ad prob sma org” d skitar gw.. besties.. hm, i do have them.. tp ga slalu mreka ngrti gw.. kdg mreka nasih...

akhir'na stlh sbulanan ga k Greja krna halangan yg trus mlanda , smlm prgi jg . ituh jg msi ad aj halangan'na . dr mulai bisikan iblis yg brkata, "tidur aj , Tia . kand ngantug gt . tdur lbh enag ." tp gw bs ngalahin tu bujukan iblis n akhir'na mmutuskan buad prgi . ^^ . sprti biasa , gw ga sndri . gw ma tmen gw , Silvia . d prjalanan , macet gila ! mw ngambil shortcut , tp d'tutup tu jln krna org situ ad yg kawinan . bused dah .. akhir'na puter balik , n pilihan yg muncul d otak gw : ttep brjuang lewad jln raya ato plg krna malu klu dtg telad . mulai dah tu si iblis pngaruhin gw . dy blg, "plg aj . malu klu telad ." but again , i can beat it . gw brpikiran : DIA UD BRKORBAN BESAR BUAD GW . RELA MATI BUAD GW . TP KNP CUMA KRNA MSLH GENGSI GW RUZ BATAL K GREJA ? GREJA JG CUMA SKALI SMNGGU . n akhir'na gw ikut serta dah k barisan kemacetan . bs diakui , gw krg jago dlm salip-menyalip d daerah macet . 2 mtor hmpir ciuman ma mtor gw gr" ...

i'm damaged enough .

i did it ! see ? i can solve it by myself now ! yeaa ! XD so proud ! here is my rubiks' photograph :p cool , huh ? i love them !! x) n i hope i can solve it just in some seconds .. i think it'll be long long way to go ! lol .

"the true beauty is not how your skin looks like , true beauty is what inside you ." >> bner bangedd !! but in fact , kbykn org tu nilai pribadi org lain dr bungkus'na aj , cuy .. "true love is forever , it can feel no hurts , no pain , and full of forgiveness ." >> klu nama'na true love , kyk'na sih emang forever n forgiveness .. tp no pain ? no hurts ? impossible kyk'na . xp *sotoi* "make hopes as long as you can , cause your life will mean nothing when you stop hoping ." >> klu mnurud gw , brharap mang pnting . tp klu cuma brharap , what will u get ?? "there’s only one single thin line between love and hate ." >> ... stuju lah ! XD "nothing is impossible coz impossible itself says I M possible ." >> erm .. gw netral dh ma nii wise word . jujur aj , gw mang prcaya klu ga ad hal yg ga mgkn . tp gw jg yakin klu ad hal yg ga mgkn .. (=_=')a

is it love ? i guess yes . cos i can feel my heart beats fast when i see you . and i can feel hurt when you talk about another girl ..

holaa ! (^o^) first of all , i wanna say .. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 ! ni bkn blog prtama sih . sblm'na ud prnh buad tp khusus anime :p tp jd kpngen aj buad blog yg isi'na curahan hati n pkiran gw . hehe . oia , ngemeng" ttg taon baru , gw ud siapin target list loh buad taun eneh ! ni dy : 1. hape baru > pngeeeeen bngd gnti hape . tp mama blom ngasi lampu ijo kyk'na .. gw c mw'na samsung corby b3210 . (=w=) krna slain hrga yg trjangkau , model'na mirip bb n pnya wrna unik . kamera'na ud 2 MP . ad tombol querty'na . secara kand hape gw yg 2630 skrg ni ud jadul abis + ga mutu . (+_+') tp dnger" dr org yg ud pd pke ni hape , kta'na cpet rusak + ska mati dewek . nah loh . gw ud naksir ma tu corby . gmna dong ? (=.=') ada rekomendasi ? kyk'na LG GW300 bgs jg . x) 2 . KTP n SIM > maooo ! tp ga mao prpanjang . (=w=) kand duid mlolo . hehe . pngen jln" k area yg lbh jau . tp takud polisi . krna taun ini gw 17th , pngen lgsg buad SI...