Life Story of Tia

huaaa~ it's been soo long since my last post. missing this blog so much! well, many things happened. i also had a thing that i wanna share on last February, but lazy to did! lol. sorry i'm really a lazy girl. :)) hm, firstly i wanna share about h.i.m! 2 days after valentine's, he suddenly came to my house at around 9.30 pm. i didn't believe that it's true. but really, he really came that night. he gave me a.. chocolate. and said "happy valentine's day!" with a smile. geez. he did it after he didn't contact me for about.. almost a month. it's like facing a monster again that already been defeated, for me. okay, that's in Feb. do you know about the situation now? again. lost contact. it's like he don't wanna know me again. i've been texted him maaanyyy times and also made some calls. no respons. busy? hahaha too funny. he can updated his facebook and twitter many times, and cannot say even an alphabet for me? @#$%*&! whatever....

Gong Xi Fa Coi! Xin Nian Kuai Le, Wan Shi Ru Yi! happy Chinese New Year all! ^^ -red pockets- as you can see, it's not much that i've got. but i'm happy 'cause the real meaning of that day is about togetherness that can't be interrupted by distance. :) the red pockets and foods is just symbol of that day. damn, i must be serious to reduce my weight! i ate very very super much! D:

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heyho, blog! long time no share ;) haha. i hate this month, seriously. but gratefully, friends make it better! ♥ maybe it's last-year-school-syndrome. what is that? it's the situation of the last grade at high school, that already known each other and more friendly than before to them. it makes me don't wanna pass this year quickly :'( but I'm already bored with study stuffs! woo~ and my head getting crazy day by day because of this statement: "National Exam will come and visit me at April." -__- and, why do i hate this month? it's because... ah, I don't have enough courage to share about that. hahaha. i must stay tough! yeah! don't let the life defeat you, Tia! everything happens for a reason! you can face it! ganbatte!! :D "Saying goodbye was never easy, but it had to be done. When the one u love is happy, nothing else matters."

long time no post ! it's October already :) welcome, October ! be nice to me, okay ? ;) haha . anyway, national exam is almost there ! feels like I don't wanna pass it quickly, but already bored with school stuffs :/ and some of my friends already decided where they will continue their study in colleges . what about me ? I wanna spend my after-school-life with work ! earn money :) what will I do ? maybe I'll be a private teacher (again) . i'm not sure i can handle it or not . but i'll try my best . i hope i can do it ! i believe God will help me :) anyway, i have a list about things that i wanna get in the future : * Car . damn, i wanna this thing so much ! I envy to see my dad, my older sister, and the others who can drive a car ! it costs a lot, but i really want it ! and the most car that I wanted is Mazda 2  ♥ -Mazda 2- -damn cool inside- * Handphones . yeah, i want handphones (means not only one) . i wanna buy : -Blackberry Gemini (for me)- -Nokia 2690 (f...

15/09/1993 - 15/09/2010 prologue ah, it's been 17 years since i was born from my mother's stomach ! (aww) firstly, i wanna say thanks to God . He is so amazing and awesome . He has given me mom and dad that love me so much :) also He has given me an older sister that i really love  and i hope she can get well soon 'cause she is sick now :( and also, He has giving me many awesome friends that care to me  ♥ about greetings i wanna give a superLOL for my (add) bro, Nick . he called me on 13/09/2010 at 11.55 pm . and i told him to check his calender once more . yeah, absolutely not a right date ! LOL . but i appreciate his effort :p thanks ! in 15, i got many greetings that i can't count . mostly from facebook . ya know, i have about 1.500 friends in it ! but i love it :) hehe . thankyou so much ! not just that, also in my mobile phone . such as : my (add) sistah, Farren that gave messages almost more than 20 times greets (but i'm seriously like it :p) . Halim, ...

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