Life Story of Tia

holaa :D agak telad sih update blog'na . tp tak ap lah . hehe . hri jumat kmaren , tgl 26 Februari '10 tepat'na , mrupakan wktu hangout bersama KNOWS yg kdua :) prtma x hangout breng tu k puri . tp yg kdua ini k CL . hoho . tp ga cuma KNOWS yg pergi . tp jg d'tambah 2 pria . ntu ngko angkad gw n co'na Noni . what did we do there ? yaa , ga jau" dr nonton , maen , n makan . hehe .. pelm yg d'tonton tuh From Paris With Love . d tngah pelm , pke acara gelap gtu layar'na . payah ! pas adegan kissing , as usual dy nutupin mata gw spya kga liad . hwhw . trus , si kezia ma wheny bkn'na nntn malah pto" d tngah kglapan . cacad . ==' sblm ntu , gw maen d stinger ma mreka . pngen maen pump sih . tp mls krna rame . klu sepi mah bole sja :p trus bis nnton , muter" dlu d tko" cewe yg serba pink . ==' stlh ntu k gramed dlu klo ga slh . ==a c kko mo bli alkitab . td'na gw mo bli smua novel Ilana Tan . tp gajadi stlh ng'lirik dompet ...

holaholaholahola~~! XD saia lg sarap hri ne . wqwqwq ni kand hri rabu ye , smlm gw ud bimbang mo msug pa kga . bis biasa'na pljrn hri rabu tu kga enag (mgkn krna ad mate n akun XD) . tp akhir'na gw msug jg dehh .. nah , td tuh kand jem prtama plajaran inggris .. tb" tnpa trduga , bu Betty msug klas gw . n dy blg, "tolong ibu minta perwakilan kelas ini Shannon, Kezia, Septia, Erric ikut ibu seminar di walikota.. tas'na d'bawa aja." gw bengong sesaat . XD lgsg deh gw packing . wqwq yg ikud tu 8 org trnyta . 4 org dr kls XI IPS A (kls gw) , n 4 org lg dr kls XI IPS B . jd yg ikud tu gw berempat , plus Evelyn , Jimmy , Ferdy , n Denny . qta prgi naeg mobil . yg bwa tu si ferdy . pngeen deh bs bwa mobil . tp ga ad mobil'na .. T_T nah , kantor walikota jakbar tu ad'na ga jauh dr mal favorit gw , PIM (Puri Indah Mal) . pas ud nyampe sno , gilaa.. org" PNS'na kgaa ad yg ramah ! pngen gw bom rasa'na . ato pngen gw tabog muka mreka pke spatu gw...

i don't understand why it must happened to my life.. well.. i'm speechless here.. nothing i can say.. it's just.. HURT what the fuck am i thinking for ? the one that i always thinking of not thinking of me back.. why am i so stupid ? why am i so suck ? DAMN ! it's not fair ! the world just not fair !! *sigh* . . . . . . . . . . "i'm just hoping to leave this world as soon as possible, cause there'll be no hurt feeling there.. and no love except my love to Jesus.. and thinking of Jesus everyday there.. and live peacefully.."

holaa~ :D akhir'na geng KNOWS telah membuad lagu sndiri . wkwk nii dr hati qta" sndri kluar'na . hoho en ad hub'na ma sikon ati gua :p cek idot deh :) Tahukah Kamu..? C G Aku ingin engkau tahu Am F Kucinta kau setulus hati C G Aku ingin engkau tahu Am F Sakitku saat kau sebut namanya (#) C G Aku ingin kau juga rasakan Am F Rasa hancurnya hatiku C G Aku ingin kau juga rasakan Am F Sedihnya diriku tanpamu Reff: C G Cobalah Mengerti Am F Apa yang ku rasakan C G Jika kau inginkan dia Am F Mengapa kau ada disini Dm F Kau sakiti aku Dm G Membuatku tak berarti C Tahukah kamu.. (Back to # , Reff ) by : KNOWS

nii d pangrot kosambi . haha . krna mo k puri gajadi n mumet d hum , akhir'na jln dh ma wheny k pangrot . bdua doang kek org pcrn . wkwk tp dy gamao d poto tuh . mgkn background'na kurang apik kali :p gw sih pede aja XD pede ap narsis yak ? wkwk

aku tak dapat berharap banyak.. bahkan posisiku pun tak lagi seperti dulu.. berubah.. itulah yang kurasakan saat ini darimu.. kuharap hanya berlaku pada diriku.. tak apa.. asalkan kau bahagia, aku tak peduli kepentinganku.. biarkan senyummu untuk bahagiaku.. meski bahagiamu adalah sedihku.. biarkan aku tetap menyimpan rasa ini.. meski seringkali nyaris kau bunuh.. doa.. hanya permohonan yang dapat kuucapkan pada Tuhan.. agar aku bisa melupakanmu kelak jika itu kehendakNya.. agar kau bahagia berada di sisi pujaan hatimu.. agar aku tak lagi bersedih mendengar mulutmu mengucap namanya.. agar tak ada lagi rasa sakit yang menggores hati.. agar tak ada lagi air mata yang tertumpah.. namun biarkanlah aku menjaga perasaan ini tuk sementara.. dan biarkan waktu memberi jawaban.. "I'm waiting, waiting. waiting for nothing..."

hoaaa~~! hate this day xoo muchh !! :(( hufh~ benci deh . pagi" aj ud d'bkin emosi ma tmen gw . bz ud gt , mo k puri kga jd . kta'na nykp sakit . n ga mao plg mlm" . helloo~ k mal cuma nntn trus plg ap nikmat'na seh ? akhir'na kga jd aj dah . gw btuh refreshing ! huh.. n satu lg . knp sih gw rus ngliad Dy trus"an komenin si cewek beriman ? arhh!! +.+ hate hate hate !

new template ! lol . gw kek org bego dah mlm" bgni [11.25 pm] nyari template bru . =w= haha . bis'na bete sihh . maen PS , males . sms'an , ud ga brasa kek dlu lg . huff~ nii aj pas lg posting , bonyok gw ud pd brkicau noh . wkwkwk . roar~ feeling gw lg campur aduk neh . tp gw ttep brusaha ngndaliin smuanye . gw gamau sampe down cuma karena hati ! hri minggu xincia n valday nih ! ^^ dpt duid byk ga ya ? XD klu iya , hal yg pngen gw bli tuh mirror rubik ! valday'na ? err~ males dehh . valday k 15 tanpa pasangan . bwakakakak ! XD oia , gw mo bli coklad tp khusus buad org" trsayang gw ajaa :D KNOWS sih so pastii .. buckz jugaa . buad Dy juga . tp gmna ngasih'na yak ? ==a okeh . saia rasa sampe sni dlu . pngen tidur ! hoamm~ "i always pray for your happiness, health, brain, and also a better love than mine.."

am i going to be mature ? hmm .. not sure yet . ==a maybe i just pretend to be strong ? though i keep my distance from you , but i still .. ..loving you till now .

kinda .. miss of something ..

.. little sista ? hehe .. it's answered everything , ne .. thx 4 killing my heart :) after u give all that hope opened for me .. SHITT!!! don't you know how hurt is it ?!?! don't u know why am i crying now ?!?!?! can you feel it ??? NOO!! geez.. so cruel you're.. do you happy to play with heart , huh ? damn.. i hope i have an amnesia and forget all about you !! . . . anyway, thanks.. to care me a lot.. to fill my heart with all about you till now.. and thanks to ruined my life.. i can't thought what will happen in the next day of my life.. i'm sure it's gonna be different.. well.. it's ur choice anyway.. thanks. . .

moshi-moshi ! ^^ ogenki desu ka ? watashi wa genki desu :) hehehe~ med bulan bru yaa ! haha .. i really hope that this month will be a better one than before . mw curhat ! ttg ap dlu ya ? hmm~ ~ Rubik ! ud bli yg 2x2 lohh~ XD *bangga amad* tp blom bs ng'solve dgn baig sih :p trus gw ad rncana buad bli yg mirror .. tp msi bingung .. mw yg asli tp mahal , ato murah tp ga asli ? ==a stlh mirror trbeli , gw mao yg 4x4 ! :D ngarep amad yak . XD ~ Friend ! no comment . the more day passed with you , guys , the more i love you ! forever , KNOWS (Kezia Noni Olin Wheny Septia) ! woohoo~~! XD ~ Parent ! hm~ msi agak ksel sih ma pkiran mreka yg msi trbelenggu sama "praturan jaman dulu" .. tp ya gw bs maklumin lah . toh jln pkir org tiap gnerasi psti brbda" toh ? :) ~ Jesus ! my king , my dad , my boyfriend , my brother , my soul , my creator , my bestfriend , you're everyhing lah ! xoxo .. gw ud mulai ikud SPK loh~ kls prtama nanti d'mulai tgl 7 Feb '10 ! wish me ca...